Apr 06, 2005 23:35
hey
im just purely frustrated with everything thats going on in my personal life and school isnt making it better let alone my parents... i just wanna go home on friday and have my 2 hour car ride by myself which i fully and enthusiastic about. yea thats right i love my car ride home. i love the surroundings i love the fact i can play music in my car and i can wear sunglasses and a hat and just feel free. even if its for 2 hours and i am going back 2 long island i feel happy but when i drive back 2 school i feel sad cuz its school i have 2 deal with the next day with getting up at 730 for an 855 class.
girl problem galore... i jsut want 2 end it all but i know its not that simple... its funny the saying you will never experience true happiness until u experience a massive destruction of suffering... well im going through that now and i just wanna reach the end of the tunnel..