Jul 05, 2005 22:20
UGGGHH..
why do people even waste their time?
why does it take so much to get over something so dumb.
see in the beggining it was like it was the best thing in the world and i never wanted to get over it, but now i look back and realize how stupid of a mistake i made, i realize how dumb you really can be when you are so caught up in somethin that you dont realize anything you do to yourself or even to other people.
i honestly loved him and i still do and that is what the worst part is.
when we were together nothin would ever be wrong and i knew if it did he would fix it as fast as he could just to make me happy.
i miss every day and every moment that we ever had, cuddlin on the couch , showers, everything.. ahh.. i dont know how to make him realize that this is the truth.. its like one day everythingis great and then for the next week it sucks.
i hate this . this is the absolute worst feeling in the world