May 12, 2005 17:21
gah, i am so sick of the bullcrap. i honestly don't know what he iws holding back- whatever it is i am going to figure it out sooner than later!
- leaving tomorrow after work for DISNEY:) kinda excited jus because i get toget away from the bullshit for 3 days and be around people that know me best. im gonna have absolutely no worries this weekend :) god it really didn't hit me until today that in less than 3 mnths he will be completely gone, the only thing i can do is soak up all the time that i can and hopefully nothin with change :(