Burning out kind of hurts...
So, I'm on the cusp of change. Namely: I want to drop. Almost everywhere.
I have one muse I want to keep no matter what. I love him to pieces, and I'd honestly go crazy not playing him. ...Yeah. He's that loud in my headspace. Everyone else, though? ... I want to ditch out on. It's not because I'm all "eh, don't want to play in this game..." It's more of a general... "holy fuck I have so much planned in my head and I wanna write buuuuuuut every time I do it comes out as garbled shit I can't do anything with, so why bother?"
I just don't want to upset anyone anymore D:
So, pretty much, I'm doing the livejournal equivalent of packing my bags and taking a month long trip to the Bahamas to soak the stress away; I'm dropping my games, f-locking my journals, and spamming a musebox.
My RP partner and I have so much plot going omfg. Bb, I love you. And our fucked up muses. And the crazy funtiems, annoyingly bitchy times, and the alkdjflkdf I'M GONNA BAWL FOR DAYS times. Seriously. Thank you so much.
Now... I just have to grow some balls and post those drops. I don't want to leave people hanging anymore.
OH RIGHT I ALMOST FORGOT
I'm back into my age-old fandom. Jesus christ. And with that fandom comes... yup, you guessed it. A pairing. And not just any pairing. One that inspires a shit-ton of fanfics. And what am I going to do with my burnout time? .... I'm going to write one. Jesus fucking crap on a stick. I'm going to end up killing myself with words -__- Plan my funeral now, please. It's coming up soon I swear.
IN OTHER NEWS
I might have two jobs come September. IN THIS ECONOMY? IN CALIFORNIA? WTF?! Yeah, I know. Crazy but true. Color me blessed, I guess 8D
I have one muse I want to keep no matter what. I love him to pieces, and I'd honestly go crazy not playing him. ...Yeah. He's that loud in my headspace. Everyone else, though? ... I want to ditch out on. It's not because I'm all "eh, don't want to play in this game..." It's more of a general... "holy fuck I have so much planned in my head and I wanna write buuuuuuut every time I do it comes out as garbled shit I can't do anything with, so why bother?"
I just don't want to upset anyone anymore D:
So, pretty much, I'm doing the livejournal equivalent of packing my bags and taking a month long trip to the Bahamas to soak the stress away; I'm dropping my games, f-locking my journals, and spamming a musebox.
My RP partner and I have so much plot going omfg. Bb, I love you. And our fucked up muses. And the crazy funtiems, annoyingly bitchy times, and the alkdjflkdf I'M GONNA BAWL FOR DAYS times. Seriously. Thank you so much.
Now... I just have to grow some balls and post those drops. I don't want to leave people hanging anymore.
OH RIGHT I ALMOST FORGOT
I'm back into my age-old fandom. Jesus christ. And with that fandom comes... yup, you guessed it. A pairing. And not just any pairing. One that inspires a shit-ton of fanfics. And what am I going to do with my burnout time? .... I'm going to write one. Jesus fucking crap on a stick. I'm going to end up killing myself with words -__- Plan my funeral now, please. It's coming up soon I swear.
IN OTHER NEWS
I might have two jobs come September. IN THIS ECONOMY? IN CALIFORNIA? WTF?! Yeah, I know. Crazy but true. Color me blessed, I guess 8D