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ok so everyone was right, I was stupid I was just holding out thinking things would change and be good.
the whole marriage things scared me, i dont want to marry him, i dont even like him as a person anymore, and found out last night how many people hate him and never told me!
we are still supposed to talk tommorow, but i know whats going to be said. friends, i dont ever want anything with him besides
friends.all the stuff i realized this summer i realized again, and im glad i can finally say i feel better. i think i was just with him again because i didnt want to hurt him.
weekend with my girls! i love them they are the bestest! and rec kids too!
the whole marriage things scared me, i dont want to marry him, i dont even like him as a person anymore, and found out last night how many people hate him and never told me!
we are still supposed to talk tommorow, but i know whats going to be said. friends, i dont ever want anything with him besides
friends.all the stuff i realized this summer i realized again, and im glad i can finally say i feel better. i think i was just with him again because i didnt want to hurt him.
weekend with my girls! i love them they are the bestest! and rec kids too!