Aug 31, 2005 22:24
I miss school! Shannon says its just cause Im bored, which is very true. Im not too keen on sitting on my ass doing nothing. And I cant motivate myself to get moving, I got a bunch of resumes together to get out, but I dont know. I just want a good job that I enjoy. And I dont think I want to be that far away because Im gonna miss everyone too much. Right now Im here at home, knowing everyones at class, and actually missing classes. I like learning about recreation stuff. I miss Wednesdays with the Rec crew, I miss dinner with the girls, I miss alot. I miss Japan and Camp, and being around people.
Things with Tom are surprisingly great. He calls me a bunch, leaves me messages tells me he loves me. Im just worried about it lasting, but the way hes been talking with my friends hes serious this time. He has something up his sleeve but no one will tell me what. Its driving me nuts. I really wanna know. He called me yesterday to help him pick out an outfit for today. Took pictures on his phone and sent them, but it was really hard to see, so I just guessed. Hope he matched! Laura Real how did he look?
Mom says she doesnt mind supporting me until I find a job. Good thing I dont have any money. We went shopping today, hit the sales at gap, lots of clothing. I bought lots of pants, a few shirts, a dress coat, you know for that job I hope to get.
I cant wait to go to Shannons on Friday then up to Lock Haven again on Sunday. Gas prices are killing me, but its worth it to see everyone. The weekend of the 9th is reunion at Hidden Falls, then later that week I hope to be able to go visit Jenny then head to Lock Haven again for the 16th. I am going caving with Rob.
Im thinking I should have gone to grad school!