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when i hear the words "i look up to you" . i look at myself , and wonder "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "YOU ARE AN INFLUENCE TO PEOPLE ALL OVER .. WHY ARE YOU LETTING YOURSELF GO LIKE THIS?" it's crazy really , how much you can just fall off when you stop caring . i never stopped believing , i never stopped praying , i never stopped conversing i just stopped .. caring . i didnt care how i was looked at , which is what everyone says you shouldn't do . but im here to tell you if you DON'T care how people see you you'll probably end up really crappy . my influence on others is important to me , and i will work on that . on my own . carefree , but carefully .
and you , my mind just goes blank when i think of you lately . you have just dissapointed me in so many ways that i dont think anything's going to change it . i wish there was more to say .. i do . i love you .
and you , my mind just goes blank when i think of you lately . you have just dissapointed me in so many ways that i dont think anything's going to change it . i wish there was more to say .. i do . i love you .