YAY
Well, I ended up not going out.. I hate it when someone calls you telling you to rush and get dressed cause you are going to reggies and they will be there to get you in 10 minutes and you hurry up get all done up, and then they forget to call you and tell you that they dont feel like going anymore... its annoying. Well, I am excited... I heard from one of my friends that I havent talked to in a LONG time. He used to make me feel so0o0o great. I remember that I used to go to school looking like CRAP and he would always talk to me and tell me that I looked good or what not. Its kinda funny now that I have been out of school, I still see almost everyone that I have graduated with and its hilarious how big of jerks some of them actually are. During school I would never wear make up and rarely would get all done up. Well now that we have been out I have grown my hair out colored it, gained weight (dont look so skinny its sickly) I get all done up, wear make up every where, and its so funny how the guys that said I was "ugly" during school try to talk to me and get stuff, when they wouldnt give me the time of day in school. I think that its pretty pathetic if you ask me. Please tell me why I would want to talk or have anything to do with someone that wants to talk to me cause I all the sudden "started looking better." I mean, come on I am still the same person and look exactly the same. I miss the kind of people that see what you really are and past looks. Where did all those kinda guys go. My best friend in the entire world is in town right now from school, I am so excited that I have got to spend so much time with him lately... I think that he is mad at me or something, cause he hasnt been answering the phone when i call... i hope he is asleep.
Right now I am at the point where I am having so much fun being single and living things up. I am having fun being me and am enjoying being a teenager. I havent really been in a real relationship for a while. I mean, I have had my flings here and there that last for a month and thats it. I am kinda tired of all of that. I want to be able to go out on a date and what not. Going out all of the time is getting boring. I want to be able to cuddle up and watch a movie with someone. I want to be able to act like myself and goof off and say stupid stuff and not have to worry about anything, I mean, is that too much to ask. I am tired of guys only talking to you to get some. I've cleaned up a lot and I am tired of the same ole crowd. Ok, this has gotten long enough.
Right now I am at the point where I am having so much fun being single and living things up. I am having fun being me and am enjoying being a teenager. I havent really been in a real relationship for a while. I mean, I have had my flings here and there that last for a month and thats it. I am kinda tired of all of that. I want to be able to go out on a date and what not. Going out all of the time is getting boring. I want to be able to cuddle up and watch a movie with someone. I want to be able to act like myself and goof off and say stupid stuff and not have to worry about anything, I mean, is that too much to ask. I am tired of guys only talking to you to get some. I've cleaned up a lot and I am tired of the same ole crowd. Ok, this has gotten long enough.