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Holt called me tonight. I am glad that he did, I really needed that. He always makes me feel so much better all of the time. It is great. I love talking to him.
Well right after I got off of the phone with him I saw Ian's cell number that he sent me a few weeks ago... well I was like... I am going to call. LOL when I called I was like hey is this Ian... he was like yeah... and I was like hey this is Tess... it was so funny... he just freaked out he was like NO WAY omigosh I am so excited. The whole time i was talking to him I was shaking and my heart was beating like 100x a minute. Not in a weird way, just because I was so excited. He is going to come down around my birthday. what a great birthday present... you can't really top that. I am so0o0o0o excited. I never thought. He was telling his friends that he was talking to me and they were like thats crazy. We havent seen each other in three years, and I haven't even seen a picture or anything. Its just amazing. I mean I am so glad I was able to talk to him tonight... Just hearing is voice for the first time in forever.. WOW. I dont know what it is about him. I have feeling for him in the weirdest way. its mysterious, I like that. I can't sleep now.
Me and Nick are going to try the long distance thing.
Today was just all in all a good day.
Well right after I got off of the phone with him I saw Ian's cell number that he sent me a few weeks ago... well I was like... I am going to call. LOL when I called I was like hey is this Ian... he was like yeah... and I was like hey this is Tess... it was so funny... he just freaked out he was like NO WAY omigosh I am so excited. The whole time i was talking to him I was shaking and my heart was beating like 100x a minute. Not in a weird way, just because I was so excited. He is going to come down around my birthday. what a great birthday present... you can't really top that. I am so0o0o0o excited. I never thought. He was telling his friends that he was talking to me and they were like thats crazy. We havent seen each other in three years, and I haven't even seen a picture or anything. Its just amazing. I mean I am so glad I was able to talk to him tonight... Just hearing is voice for the first time in forever.. WOW. I dont know what it is about him. I have feeling for him in the weirdest way. its mysterious, I like that. I can't sleep now.
Me and Nick are going to try the long distance thing.
Today was just all in all a good day.