Broken hearted once again.
Today, has just been horrible, I mean just when I thought things were looking up. Okay... Well today I felt like crap cause I made someone remember stuff that I should have never mentioned... again I apologize. Then I was supposed to go out with one of my friends, well that fell through. That really was not that big of a deal, cause my friend Chris and I went to Lamberts and played pool. I havent seen him in a while, so it was gravy.
Well I found out that my boyfriend, well EX-boyfriend was cheating on me. I mean, the day that we started dating he was trying to screw another girl right after he brought me home. The whole time we were even "talking" he was f`ing other girls. I mean WTF? That kinda hurts. I feel so low, I mean, why do I even bother anymore? I just want to freaking give up sometimes. He was the first guy that I REALLY liked since Jared. The day we started dating, he came to my house and woke me up, we spent the WHOLE day together... I mean we really didnt go out anywhere, we just chilled at his house, took a nap... junk like that... and then that night after we start dating he is going to try to have sex with someone else and then swear up and down that he didnt at all. I just want to give up. I feel so unloved right now.
Well I found out that my boyfriend, well EX-boyfriend was cheating on me. I mean, the day that we started dating he was trying to screw another girl right after he brought me home. The whole time we were even "talking" he was f`ing other girls. I mean WTF? That kinda hurts. I feel so low, I mean, why do I even bother anymore? I just want to freaking give up sometimes. He was the first guy that I REALLY liked since Jared. The day we started dating, he came to my house and woke me up, we spent the WHOLE day together... I mean we really didnt go out anywhere, we just chilled at his house, took a nap... junk like that... and then that night after we start dating he is going to try to have sex with someone else and then swear up and down that he didnt at all. I just want to give up. I feel so unloved right now.