Jun 21, 2005 09:21
Just another day. Same shit. Nothing really changes with me.
I wrote Jess an email today. I miss her, I really do.
She's really the only female friend I have now and she's one of the only people I have to talk too so it's sad that she's not really speaking to me right now. And over something so petty and stupid. But that's the way things go with me. I always lose the people closest to me for stupid, bullshit ass reasons.
There's this guy at my job that is really, really cute. And I want to talk to him but I'm too much of a dork. How stupid is that? But I'm going to work on it so by the time our company picnic comes around on 7/8, I'll be ready to talk to him. I'm trying to find out if he has a girlfriend or not so I don't embarass myself, although I probably still will embarass myself regardless because I'm just that good.
Being in love is the greatest feeling in the world. And not that infatuation love, or lust love. True, genuine love. Love that's not based on sex or material things. Love that's based on true feelings and the intertwining of souls.
Hahahahahahaha
Yeah right.