New Poem: "Resilient"
NOTE: this poem is not to any paticular person...it's to people who needs to understand that I'm TIRED of having bad luck with women, people, and LIFE!!!
Resilient...
trying to dust myself off and do ME...
that's what I always do to keep myself from going INFUCKENSANE!!!
Resilient...
I feel like I don't have it...
like I'm losing it...
losing what kept me going when things don't go so well...
I CAN'T STAND BEING LIED TO,
BEING IGNORED,
MY EMOTIONS STOMPED ON AND PLAYED,
I HATE THE FACT THAT I LOST MY FAVORITE POETRY CAFE,
I CAN SEE WHY I KEEP MY DISTANCE FROM PEOPLE AND MY GUARDS SO FUCKEN HIGH
CUZ I REFUSED TO BE CHEWED OUT AND CRITICIZED,
BUT I'M TIRED OF FEELING SAD AND LONELY,
SACRIFICING MY SINGLE LIFE FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN'T KEEP IT REAL WITH ME AT ALLLLL TIMES,
WHY DO I ALWAYS GO THRU THIS BAD LUCK WITH PEOPLE...
WITH WOMEN...
WITH WOMEN...
WITH WOMEN...................
IT'S ALWAYS FUCKEN WOMEN...WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
An outcry...
off my chest, in a box, put on a shelf to collect some dust...
people are funny...
assholes...
dickheads...
shitheads...
UNREAL...
surreal............
that's why my guards will ALWAYS be up...
and my heart is guarded for deal life...
life...is full of shit..................
but I need to pick myself up, dust myself off, and always be resilient.
T.C.P. April 13th, 2008
Much Luv
Resilient...
trying to dust myself off and do ME...
that's what I always do to keep myself from going INFUCKENSANE!!!
Resilient...
I feel like I don't have it...
like I'm losing it...
losing what kept me going when things don't go so well...
I CAN'T STAND BEING LIED TO,
BEING IGNORED,
MY EMOTIONS STOMPED ON AND PLAYED,
I HATE THE FACT THAT I LOST MY FAVORITE POETRY CAFE,
I CAN SEE WHY I KEEP MY DISTANCE FROM PEOPLE AND MY GUARDS SO FUCKEN HIGH
CUZ I REFUSED TO BE CHEWED OUT AND CRITICIZED,
BUT I'M TIRED OF FEELING SAD AND LONELY,
SACRIFICING MY SINGLE LIFE FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN'T KEEP IT REAL WITH ME AT ALLLLL TIMES,
WHY DO I ALWAYS GO THRU THIS BAD LUCK WITH PEOPLE...
WITH WOMEN...
WITH WOMEN...
WITH WOMEN...................
IT'S ALWAYS FUCKEN WOMEN...WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
An outcry...
off my chest, in a box, put on a shelf to collect some dust...
people are funny...
assholes...
dickheads...
shitheads...
UNREAL...
surreal............
that's why my guards will ALWAYS be up...
and my heart is guarded for deal life...
life...is full of shit..................
but I need to pick myself up, dust myself off, and always be resilient.
T.C.P. April 13th, 2008
Much Luv