Don't Wanna
Sometimes I wonder if I am making the right choices in life...I am getting ready to graduate and it has me really depressed but also happy at the same time...I need to look for a job other than the one I have...I love Greg so much but things have been a little rocky...I haven't been the best girlfriend this past week...I have been a bit bitchy (mainly because well it is that time of the month) and I hate that it happens at all but this time it was for longer than a couple of days. We have made up since then...but I can feel something still isn't right deep down inside and it is killing...I don't know what I would do if we weren't together...I probably wouldn't ever date again because this is it for me...I know this deep down inside...I don't want to look anymore...So I hope didn't mess this up...I love him more than anything else in this world...
So I need to look for a job...I am scared because I don't want to move...I may just stay here for a little bit and then see if Greg can transfer...but that means we have to stay in Florida...I would like to move down closer to my dad or something...but I wont move without Greg...He is a great person...just wish I didn't have all this stuff going on...because I am a mess...it sucks...growing up sucks...I DON"T WANT TO GROW UP
So I need to look for a job...I am scared because I don't want to move...I may just stay here for a little bit and then see if Greg can transfer...but that means we have to stay in Florida...I would like to move down closer to my dad or something...but I wont move without Greg...He is a great person...just wish I didn't have all this stuff going on...because I am a mess...it sucks...growing up sucks...I DON"T WANT TO GROW UP