Jul 19, 2005 23:45
Hey to all...I haven't updated this in awhile....I am sooooo depressed right now...I am moving this weekend to Palm Coast...and I don't want to at all...I hate change more than anything in the world...there is drama all around me with friends...I like Patrick soooo much now and I am not sure what is going on with that...and I have to move now just great...There goes any chance I had...he said he likes me a lot and I like him a lot to but I have to many thing to think about and I feel I am not wanted in the new house I am moving to...I start my new job on Monday...And will not have a life after that...damn it this crap always happens I have to worst timing than anyone in the world...just ask all my exboyfriends (the ones that i really loved that is) Awwww I just made a new group of friends and now I am moving....why is this happening...I hate it...I really do...I miss TJ...I wanna be with Patrick and I have no idea what I am doing with my life...I am off to bed now...
I don't want to let my life fly by
Do you ever stop, stop to wonder why?
MXPX...Tomorrow's Another Day
And time flies by
When everything is ok
It just turns out that life ain't that way
Big decisions overwhelm me and I know
nothing's free
When I don't think of, think about much
People die and we don't know why
I could use some understanding
Human contact, sign that contract
I don't want to let my life fly by
Did you ever stop to wonder why-ever stop to
wonder, wonder why?
And time stands still when no one understands you
When you don't quite understand yourself
But just know this that God is faithful
Even if you don't have faith yourself
There's nothing quite like being sure of
What's inside your heart
It's mostly simple but not so easy
To know just where to start
Today didn't have to be this way
Tomorrow is another day
Another chance to make things right
A chance to make sense of last night
A chance to fully live your life
I don't want to, I don't want to, you don't want to
John B...you changed my life with this song 4 years ago