These are the hardest days of my life

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I feel pressure on my chest
How do I over come all of this
I can't eat...I can't sleep
It is hard...I believed your words
"I don't ever want to lose you"
"I love you"
And now I hear nothing from you
I never see you
You said you aren't ready
Then why did you say "I love You"
After one month
I was the happiest I have ever been
Than it was taken away
And now I am left with a broken heart
And I head full of thoughts that I can't erase
When does this dream end
When do I wake up to you next to me
It is all shattered dreams
Why why again