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Aug 12, 2006 12:24

Friday, August 11, 2006

october 10 1984 to august 27th 1999

my life is a struggle without you here and every 27th i die inside a lil more....

im dreading it its coming up man im scared i fucked up u know i miss you so much i cant even begin to explain the pain without you in my life its like you were here and everything was all good an in a flash u were takin before my eyes over some bullshit i cant beleve it happend it wasnt suposed to be you it was suposed to be me i hate the fact that ur gone shit aint the same i bumped into your cousin the other day he looked good i didnt say anything much just hey how u doin and shit u know... ur death afected everyone who knew you the world lost a rightous and loyal nigga....i got a teardrop in your memory...to this day even thou i dont talk to anyone from back then i still tell the storys of your legacy everyone who knows me knows you u know shit just aint the same man im an alcaholic and shit i drove myself to drinking its the only way i can face the pain...im not with the coke anymore who would of thought id kick that shit.. ive met new friends that it would be great for u to meet them...i hope you and chino are doin good kickin it with jesus just remeber i need a lil extra help in august dont forget about me cause i will never forget about you.......

tLo
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