May 01, 2010 14:47
I've been coming out A LOT lately. It's a Catch 22. It makes it easier...but it also makes it harder.
I am so comfortable in this and what I am doing that I forget how uncomfortable can be with it.
I also feel like I will never be in a place where people don't know (not that everyone will not know but where I can just live and not explain). It honestly makes me want to run away and live far away from everybody.
It makes me want to disappear and just be me. It's a battle. I just really need to surround myself with people
that are comfortable and supportive of me. I need people that build me up. I need that extra boost. I really really do... more than ever.