'cause i don't wanna let you down.
i. am. sick. i have to say, being sick doesn't quite give me the image of being sexy. yeah, it's not exactly bad, but it's bad enough for me to stop them from filming scenes with jacob in it. fuck, i hate this. i hate being sick. taylor lautner does not become sick. anyways, it's not anything serious, probably just the flu from filming shirtless. now i'm stuck at the hotel doing nothing but watch tv and use the computer. if you see me online, talk to me before i go crazy. makena went back to la because i was sick and she was living with me while the parents were back home, but now that i'm sick my parents told her to go back. now i'm all lonely and alone. so, entertain me, please. anything fun happened?
go watch this, by the way. nametwin and i are in it.
http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1810094501/video/15612532
emma's really hot, and an amazing actress. the valentine's day set was fun. and dude, jessica fucking alba. i saw jessica fucking alba. and she's still as hot as ever. i gotta feeling is fucking annoying me now. also? my favorite line is "my closest relationship is with my blackberry. thank god it vibrates." ....hahahaha. okay, watch it in 2010.
private.
basically, i told vanessa i liked her. i guess i sort of expected her reaction. she wasn't over zac yet, or something like that. to be honest, i tuned it all out after she said 'we should just be friends'. so i have no idea what she said, it's a blank spot in my mind. i just know that we're just friends now, and maybe that's all for the better, right? i have no idea, but that's what i'm telling myself, and i'll get over it. it's not like we were ever anything, we were just close to something and.. yeah, i don't get it. whatever.
being sick sucks, i want to be back on set with kristen, because i miss the girl and i miss her pranks. fucking colds. aly's up in canada, probably somewhere in toronto. if i get better, i'll probably fly down there to see her. most likely demi and sel would be there. yeah, probably will.
i'm talking to myself. this is getting ridiculous.
go watch this, by the way. nametwin and i are in it.
http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1810094501/video/15612532
emma's really hot, and an amazing actress. the valentine's day set was fun. and dude, jessica fucking alba. i saw jessica fucking alba. and she's still as hot as ever. i gotta feeling is fucking annoying me now. also? my favorite line is "my closest relationship is with my blackberry. thank god it vibrates." ....hahahaha. okay, watch it in 2010.
private.
basically, i told vanessa i liked her. i guess i sort of expected her reaction. she wasn't over zac yet, or something like that. to be honest, i tuned it all out after she said 'we should just be friends'. so i have no idea what she said, it's a blank spot in my mind. i just know that we're just friends now, and maybe that's all for the better, right? i have no idea, but that's what i'm telling myself, and i'll get over it. it's not like we were ever anything, we were just close to something and.. yeah, i don't get it. whatever.
being sick sucks, i want to be back on set with kristen, because i miss the girl and i miss her pranks. fucking colds. aly's up in canada, probably somewhere in toronto. if i get better, i'll probably fly down there to see her. most likely demi and sel would be there. yeah, probably will.
i'm talking to myself. this is getting ridiculous.