Dec 22, 2005 14:15
I hate the feeling of knowing that today is worse than yesterday. Feeling the depression get worse. I feel so alone. People say to talk to them, well maybe I need somebody to talk to me. Nobody does anymore, not anyone. Everybody has this alter life that they are in all the time. Just one more reason I feel like I'm living inside a comic book. That I'm not writing. It may not make sence to you, but it does to me. I'm not a Super Hero, nor a vilan. I'm the lame sidekick that doesn't have any powers, that's kept around as bait for the vilans, or when batman can't reach his utility belt.
I use to turn to food, can't do that anymore. Not after the hospital.
Can't play video games with one tv in the house. people will bitch.
Can't read, left my book in georgia
I;ll do what I always do. nothing. cry on the inside till I fall asleep. Then try to find a way to survive the next day.
-I'm OUT!