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This is my 500th post.
I feel like shit today. I got woken up by a baby after only 2 hours of sleep. Then I get on here and Fucking Amy is calling me gay, Heather forgot about me, JoJo has to make like little hidden comments about me in her posts to make me feel bad, or point out how much of an ass I am. I just don't get it. I said this a long time ago in here, that I was like a drug, that at first people love me, and can't get enough of me, then later they can't stand me, and I get thrown away. That's how JoJo treats me. There isn't one thing in this world that I didn't do for that girl. that's the truth. What did I do wrong JoJo, I'd like to know. I love you, and I always will. I just don't know why I'm always in the wrong? I just want to be able to make a decison in my life, or with my life and not have everybody tell me it's the wrong thing, or what I should do, or make me feel like shit. Just once. I'm not a bad person, at least I don't think I am. But I can't be very good if what I do constanly makes people so fucking un happy. I'm starting to really sad and pissed off like I did a while back, and I don't like this feeling. I'm OUT!
I feel like shit today. I got woken up by a baby after only 2 hours of sleep. Then I get on here and Fucking Amy is calling me gay, Heather forgot about me, JoJo has to make like little hidden comments about me in her posts to make me feel bad, or point out how much of an ass I am. I just don't get it. I said this a long time ago in here, that I was like a drug, that at first people love me, and can't get enough of me, then later they can't stand me, and I get thrown away. That's how JoJo treats me. There isn't one thing in this world that I didn't do for that girl. that's the truth. What did I do wrong JoJo, I'd like to know. I love you, and I always will. I just don't know why I'm always in the wrong? I just want to be able to make a decison in my life, or with my life and not have everybody tell me it's the wrong thing, or what I should do, or make me feel like shit. Just once. I'm not a bad person, at least I don't think I am. But I can't be very good if what I do constanly makes people so fucking un happy. I'm starting to really sad and pissed off like I did a while back, and I don't like this feeling. I'm OUT!