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Dude, I can't seem to ever sleep anymore. I wake up and my sheet is all popped off of my bed, and my pillows are Straight fucking up, and my neck is at like a perfect 90 degree angle. I have to set in bed for like an hour before I can move my neck without killing myself. it's bull shit. I only sleep about 2 hours a night anymore. I want to just take sleeping pills, but I don't want to need a pill to sleep. I just want to be able to fucking sleep man, is that so fucking wrong. My Mom and brother, and the rest of my family except for Kelly talk shit about me "Sleeping all day" when they don't realize that I don't get to bed until some time in the AM, then I lay in bed until about 7 am to 9 , then I fall asleep for 2 hours, then can't get out of bed because my back hurts so bad, or neck or whatever the fuck it may be that day. Then when I come out of my room at like 1, they think that I've been sleeping all fucking day. Ass Jacks. I just want shit to go away. Even for a second, please.