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Dude, this weekend is the MetallicA consert in Atlanta. I wanted to go so bad, just so I could see the Deftones. I'm never ever going to get to see them. Amanda gets to go to the FUCKING warped tuor! How bad have I wanted to go to that show for like 3 years now. She gets to see the Dropkicks, AAAAAAAAAND FACE TO FACE!!!! Not to mintion all the other rad bands. I'm so happy for her, cause that's gonna be a really gnarly show, and she'll be with imoan, so that will be good for them, I'm just realllllllllllly jealous.
I hate Myself sometimes. I hate being a loser, I hate being fat, I hate where I'm living, I hate how far away I am from Amanda, I hate how far away I am from Cali, I hate my Brother, I hate my "Father", I hate Amanda's "Father", I hate Heather's "Father",I Hate my health problems, I HATE Amanda's health problems, I Hate that I don't have a job, I hate being useless to people, I hate that I can't play guitar as well as I want, I hate that I can't write a good song, I hate that I can't sing good, I hate that my poems suck ASS, I hate Bugs, I hate my Dick, I hate My Hair, I hate my Body, I hate my teeth, I hate my lips, I hate my feet, I hate my ass, I Hate Carl, I hate Becky, I hate Angela, I Hate Jennifer, I hate Tina, I hate Nathan, I hate Scott, I hate Sarah, I hate how easy I am, I Hate how Nice I am, I hate how fucking nieve I am, I HATE how forgiving I am,I Fucking haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate myself.
I hate Myself sometimes. I hate being a loser, I hate being fat, I hate where I'm living, I hate how far away I am from Amanda, I hate how far away I am from Cali, I hate my Brother, I hate my "Father", I hate Amanda's "Father", I hate Heather's "Father",I Hate my health problems, I HATE Amanda's health problems, I Hate that I don't have a job, I hate being useless to people, I hate that I can't play guitar as well as I want, I hate that I can't write a good song, I hate that I can't sing good, I hate that my poems suck ASS, I hate Bugs, I hate my Dick, I hate My Hair, I hate my Body, I hate my teeth, I hate my lips, I hate my feet, I hate my ass, I Hate Carl, I hate Becky, I hate Angela, I Hate Jennifer, I hate Tina, I hate Nathan, I hate Scott, I hate Sarah, I hate how easy I am, I Hate how Nice I am, I hate how fucking nieve I am, I HATE how forgiving I am,I Fucking haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate myself.