Believe in, believe in me
My Mom went to the doctor today, and she found out she is fucking Diabetic! They don't know when she got it. As much as it sucks for her to have this, at least this answers some questions. It just sucks that my Mom has to go through so FUCKING much. I'd list everything, put nobody wants to hear me talk about this shit, and I get to mad and emotional when I think about how much my Mom is going through. She can't afford t pay for her pills, because she has like 30 different prescriptions. One of the reasons I want to get this job at the prison, is for the benefits. I don't know if I can have my Mom on them, but If I can I'll use that to cover her pills. It would mean I make less, but It would be worth it. That's also why when I move, I want this job out there too, so I can get Amanda on the benefits, so she doesn't have to use her Moms anymore. I'm just trying so hard to be SOOOO much to My Mom, and Amanda. I want them to be proud of me. But there isn't much to be proud of. God, never mind shut up Matthew. I'm OUT!