finally choosing my own path
so for a while life was depressing me, im still a bit unsure with my thoughts about life, and where im at with it, and where im trying to take it. all i know is that things are looking up, but christmas break will be depressing. not many of my friends will be around, and the ones that are will be busy.
allie and i broke up, and things with us are good, we're still friends, and focusing on that, but sometimes it is still akward to be in the same setting with her. so her friends -- that once were my friends too, dont like me, and thats sad, and i just dont like how they really act around me, its not fun having all of these people be friends with you and persue you then all of a sudden one punch knocks the wind out of you and everything you were.
im on my feet again though and thats what matters, im trying to have a better mood with things, and im not sure about religion, but i think im going to give it another try. i was in amy's room reading the bible, and anytime i pick up a bible i flip to psalms, for those of you who dont know, im obsessed with psalms.
christmas break....
i'll have to make it exciting some how.
allie and i broke up, and things with us are good, we're still friends, and focusing on that, but sometimes it is still akward to be in the same setting with her. so her friends -- that once were my friends too, dont like me, and thats sad, and i just dont like how they really act around me, its not fun having all of these people be friends with you and persue you then all of a sudden one punch knocks the wind out of you and everything you were.
im on my feet again though and thats what matters, im trying to have a better mood with things, and im not sure about religion, but i think im going to give it another try. i was in amy's room reading the bible, and anytime i pick up a bible i flip to psalms, for those of you who dont know, im obsessed with psalms.
christmas break....
i'll have to make it exciting some how.