Could Daniel Be Jelouse?
Ka--
So last night when I went back to bed after posting my dream, I acadentally woke Daniel up and he made me tell him about the dream. He was a bit annoyed at it. Even though I hadn't dremt of Adam in a long time he still said, "You're always dreaming about that guy." It's hard for Daniel to understand why I still think about him (even if it's not that often). For one, he was my first real love...and two we never really stoped loving each other. He was murdered and that basicly was it. I mean, you can't exactally continue a relationship after the guy's dead. But Daniel's never really lost anyone he's loved. Except for Tony (Ron's former partner). But he didn't love Tony the way I loved Adam. Does that make sense? I think it does. Ron understands very well and we've talked about it before. And for some reason Ty is very understanding to Ron. Like, Ron has pictures of him and Tony around the house and it doesn't seem to bother Ty at all. If I wanted to put up a picture of me and Adam, or just Adam I'd get this evil look from Daniel. I asked him about this once and he said it's different my realtionship with Adam and Ron's with Tony. Ron and Tony were a) together a lot longer and b) they lived together and had a ceremony and all that stuff. I think Daniel's just jelouse that I still think about Adam. Which I don't think he should be at all. I love Daniel. Not Adam. Although I guess it's hard for Daniel sice Adam and I never officaly "broke up" or anything. It wasn't like a choice either of us made to stop seeing each other. I guess that's the part that's hard for him.
--Ka
So last night when I went back to bed after posting my dream, I acadentally woke Daniel up and he made me tell him about the dream. He was a bit annoyed at it. Even though I hadn't dremt of Adam in a long time he still said, "You're always dreaming about that guy." It's hard for Daniel to understand why I still think about him (even if it's not that often). For one, he was my first real love...and two we never really stoped loving each other. He was murdered and that basicly was it. I mean, you can't exactally continue a relationship after the guy's dead. But Daniel's never really lost anyone he's loved. Except for Tony (Ron's former partner). But he didn't love Tony the way I loved Adam. Does that make sense? I think it does. Ron understands very well and we've talked about it before. And for some reason Ty is very understanding to Ron. Like, Ron has pictures of him and Tony around the house and it doesn't seem to bother Ty at all. If I wanted to put up a picture of me and Adam, or just Adam I'd get this evil look from Daniel. I asked him about this once and he said it's different my realtionship with Adam and Ron's with Tony. Ron and Tony were a) together a lot longer and b) they lived together and had a ceremony and all that stuff. I think Daniel's just jelouse that I still think about Adam. Which I don't think he should be at all. I love Daniel. Not Adam. Although I guess it's hard for Daniel sice Adam and I never officaly "broke up" or anything. It wasn't like a choice either of us made to stop seeing each other. I guess that's the part that's hard for him.
--Ka