Parinod
Ty--
I just feel blah today. Maybe the mono isn't as gone as I thought it was...maybe I'm just in a blah mood for no reason. It sucks that everytime I feel "sick" or bad, or not right I get all parinod thinking "this is it...this could be the big one!" Meaning I'll have to go into the hospital and not come out...that's just me being morbid I guess. But I really never do know. I try and stay healthy...but I don't make it like my whole life. I don't want my every waking moment to be being parionod of getting sick. I just don't want to live that way. So I just go on day to day, and when I feel bad, I give it a few days. If it doesn't go away...then I'll worry. The system's worked for me so far. :O/
--Ty
I just feel blah today. Maybe the mono isn't as gone as I thought it was...maybe I'm just in a blah mood for no reason. It sucks that everytime I feel "sick" or bad, or not right I get all parinod thinking "this is it...this could be the big one!" Meaning I'll have to go into the hospital and not come out...that's just me being morbid I guess. But I really never do know. I try and stay healthy...but I don't make it like my whole life. I don't want my every waking moment to be being parionod of getting sick. I just don't want to live that way. So I just go on day to day, and when I feel bad, I give it a few days. If it doesn't go away...then I'll worry. The system's worked for me so far. :O/
--Ty