cheap shot
its 130 and i gotta be up by 8 - on a saturday morning nonetheless - but i cant sleep. thats been happening to me a lot lately. what once used to be a casual time of reflection when i laid down in my bed has been a nightly session of life planning. and for no other reason than the fact that there are so many directions i could head now.
over the next few days/weeks my priorities will be leaning toward getting back into wnec. im waiting to hear back from SAS about readmission and then it would be time for course registration. honestly i'm really anxious to get the ball rolling. i love this time off (trust me!) but i need some challenges in my life too. i was also working on exploring summer courses too.. wnec, umass or hcc look to be probable options for this summer, which brings me to the decision of where to live. i really want to get my own place near school and call it home all year long. it would be so great to officially be on my own - with mom, dad and my hometown over a hundred miles away - and start acting like a responsible adult. hell i'm already 19 going on 30, but i do love to have my fun. my apartment (whether i'd end up sharing it or not is still undecided) would def be a hangout place for ppl but there wouldn't be legendary parties or anything. not that wnec students are known for legendary parties anyway.
it feels weird having everyone tell me how excited they are about spring break when next week just feels like another boring week for me. ill prob spend some time in west side and take care of some things in e-town and manage some shit at school. otherwise it looks to be an absolutely free march/april. ill just continue to be everyone's good friend - what i do best. lol
over the next few days/weeks my priorities will be leaning toward getting back into wnec. im waiting to hear back from SAS about readmission and then it would be time for course registration. honestly i'm really anxious to get the ball rolling. i love this time off (trust me!) but i need some challenges in my life too. i was also working on exploring summer courses too.. wnec, umass or hcc look to be probable options for this summer, which brings me to the decision of where to live. i really want to get my own place near school and call it home all year long. it would be so great to officially be on my own - with mom, dad and my hometown over a hundred miles away - and start acting like a responsible adult. hell i'm already 19 going on 30, but i do love to have my fun. my apartment (whether i'd end up sharing it or not is still undecided) would def be a hangout place for ppl but there wouldn't be legendary parties or anything. not that wnec students are known for legendary parties anyway.
it feels weird having everyone tell me how excited they are about spring break when next week just feels like another boring week for me. ill prob spend some time in west side and take care of some things in e-town and manage some shit at school. otherwise it looks to be an absolutely free march/april. ill just continue to be everyone's good friend - what i do best. lol