my apologies.
if you haven't seen me in awhile, it's not personal.
i cannot believe how much work/obligations i have aquired in the last few weeks. end of semester usually means a few finals and papers but this semester it means scheduling early morning observations on days i should be sleeping in, writing 314054289 different papers, doing community service for getting written up for drinking (i'm 21 assholes LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!), studying for a constant stream of finals for two weeks and on top of it all working 20+ hours a week.
this shit is killing me. if i'm not doing work or in class i'm at work. i haven't even really had time to eat. i was home for about an hour this weekend and weighed myself and i've lost about 10 pounds in a few weeks. i'm sorry i haven't been around to hang out or answer IMs or phone calls or do anything, but it's because i haven't been doing anything. haven't been having much fun at all lately. there's been very little drinking, staying up late, hanging out, or doing anything that wasn't part of an obligation to either school or work.
to sum everything up, my schedule is just jam packed right now. its not the usual sleep-in-everyday-and-do-nothing end of semester that i usually have. this one is really rough. so i'm sorry that i haven't been able to hang out or stay up my until my normal 4am, but everything is taking a toll on me and i haven't been myself at all. i don't even know what i just wrote. so strung out.
sorry.
i cannot believe how much work/obligations i have aquired in the last few weeks. end of semester usually means a few finals and papers but this semester it means scheduling early morning observations on days i should be sleeping in, writing 314054289 different papers, doing community service for getting written up for drinking (i'm 21 assholes LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!), studying for a constant stream of finals for two weeks and on top of it all working 20+ hours a week.
this shit is killing me. if i'm not doing work or in class i'm at work. i haven't even really had time to eat. i was home for about an hour this weekend and weighed myself and i've lost about 10 pounds in a few weeks. i'm sorry i haven't been around to hang out or answer IMs or phone calls or do anything, but it's because i haven't been doing anything. haven't been having much fun at all lately. there's been very little drinking, staying up late, hanging out, or doing anything that wasn't part of an obligation to either school or work.
to sum everything up, my schedule is just jam packed right now. its not the usual sleep-in-everyday-and-do-nothing end of semester that i usually have. this one is really rough. so i'm sorry that i haven't been able to hang out or stay up my until my normal 4am, but everything is taking a toll on me and i haven't been myself at all. i don't even know what i just wrote. so strung out.
sorry.