Love likes to screw me over
So i have definitely fallen in love with my Japanese friend. She's amazing in so many ways. I finally got her to open up to me, and she's everything I expected. She's responsible, smart, modest, funny, exciting, caring, awesome with kids(Tori loves Aya to death already), and most of all, she makes me fell happier than I have ever felt before in my entire life. We started off friends, and our relationship has blossomed into the very relationship I have have always dreamed of. Well, that's almost true. In 3 days time, she will be on a plane headed back to Nagano, Japan. Her time here in the US is almost over. I will not get to see her again until maybe December. But that can only happen if her school has a break at the same time as my cousins wedding. If she does make it back here in December, I think that I will be able to stay a sane man. If not, things will become exponentially more difficult for us. We have already talked about the future and how we both want each other in our lives, and how hard it will be for the both of us, especially me. BUT, she is the woman of my dreams in so many ways, I will do whatever it takes to keep her in my life. This last week at the beach definitely proved that we meant for each other. It was by far the greatest week of my life. Everything that I wanted to go right, did. And everything I worried about, ended up working out in the end. I told her EVERYTHING about my past, and she was completely supportive of me. We cried together, we cried separately. It was an emotional roller coaster but there was never a doubt in my mind about how much i care about her.