What's up?
Being back on live journal has really motivated me to write a bit more than I have. I tried the physical journal thing and it is great, but it is far more easier to write on the keyboard than it is to physically write with a pen.
I will have to admit that my college life is exactly how it should be; difficult, fun, and way better than high school. The friendships I have made here are phenomenal; they really have my back, and I have theirs.
I have been really busy too, and things have been going really well for me this semester.
- Executive member of two clubs
- Currently Pledging Alpha Kappa Psi
- 17 credits (6 classes)
- Two jobs - one that is really cool. I got my lab assistant job - I play with X-rays
Brick will finally be in the past. There are only a few people I will miss.
So reading back through this thing I realized I was a gloomy kid overall; not all the time but most the time. Then thinking back I was having some hard times, but now life is finally looking good :-)
But I also realized something else throughout most of those readings, I had no clue what I wanted out of life. I was so confused about every aspect of living; family, God, school, careers, friends, love.
In many ways this hasn't changed. I am still confused about life; I am more doubtful of God than ever before, my family is a joke, I am uncertain about what kind of career I want out of my degree, my "friends" from Brick...well they are in quotes for a reason, and love. OH love, the one thing that no one can, nor ever will, figure out. Maybe I just think too much :-P
Some things never change