Major Life Changes... (Part 1)
Dear Live Journal, how I have missed you. During those times I don't have anyone to talk to, you've always been there when I'm ready to bark about things on my mind, whether they be public or private. Thank you for that. I have a LOT to talk about....some good, some bad, some sad and, well, you know all the emotions one can feel. I don't want to clump them all in one post, so hopefully I can make this a weekly thing.
Many of you already know of my current situation. I came to the decision early summer that I would make a major change in my life, take chances, experience more. As of now, I am currently moved into my new place in West Allis, Wisconsin. Yeah, that's right, the land of Cheese and beer and whatever other stereotypes they have around here. A good friend, Fritzie_Pup was awesome enough to offer me a home to start a new life. This of course brought on many questions from friends when this decision was made. The most common (and important question being "What about Scruff_E_Coyote?"
I suppose I should first say this. My Yotie and I are no longer a couple. Heh, it's been a couple weeks and still every time I read or type or say that to myself, I still can't help but cry. At the time I decided to move to Wisconsin, we were still a couple, so no, this decision wasn't a factor in our choice. This decision wasn't made easy and we talked it over in person over a couple nights while I visited him in at The Grand Canyon. Without going into the specifics, we agreed we were growing apart. We still (even now) share a very deep love for each other and there isn't a person I trust more than him. As we talked and discussed our feelings, we tried to explain exactly how we felt. We laughed, we cried, there were hugs and even kisses and of course that feeling of never wanting to let go. I believe we agree we will be better this way. Neither of us wish to grow resentful of the other.
I just adore him so very much and wish him all the happiness he deserves. I love you very much, my Yotie. And I'll do my best to keep in touch with you as we always have....and oh how I look forward to hanging out with you in the future. :) I love you, Yotie....I still can't say it enough.
For now, that's really all I want to say apart from....during my drive, this well known Avenue Q song continually came up on my playlist....and it made me very hopeful this decision wasn't a bad one.
Many of you already know of my current situation. I came to the decision early summer that I would make a major change in my life, take chances, experience more. As of now, I am currently moved into my new place in West Allis, Wisconsin. Yeah, that's right, the land of Cheese and beer and whatever other stereotypes they have around here. A good friend, Fritzie_Pup was awesome enough to offer me a home to start a new life. This of course brought on many questions from friends when this decision was made. The most common (and important question being "What about Scruff_E_Coyote?"
I suppose I should first say this. My Yotie and I are no longer a couple. Heh, it's been a couple weeks and still every time I read or type or say that to myself, I still can't help but cry. At the time I decided to move to Wisconsin, we were still a couple, so no, this decision wasn't a factor in our choice. This decision wasn't made easy and we talked it over in person over a couple nights while I visited him in at The Grand Canyon. Without going into the specifics, we agreed we were growing apart. We still (even now) share a very deep love for each other and there isn't a person I trust more than him. As we talked and discussed our feelings, we tried to explain exactly how we felt. We laughed, we cried, there were hugs and even kisses and of course that feeling of never wanting to let go. I believe we agree we will be better this way. Neither of us wish to grow resentful of the other.
I just adore him so very much and wish him all the happiness he deserves. I love you very much, my Yotie. And I'll do my best to keep in touch with you as we always have....and oh how I look forward to hanging out with you in the future. :) I love you, Yotie....I still can't say it enough.
For now, that's really all I want to say apart from....during my drive, this well known Avenue Q song continually came up on my playlist....and it made me very hopeful this decision wasn't a bad one.
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