Jun 18, 2007 21:16
i went to the beach with heather on sunday. being with her always makes me think.
seems like every year gets more and more serious...plans, goals, life...but then I stop, breathe and think about what my life is doing right now. Im going to be a senior, I have a "real" job (granted its a lot of fun) and Im going to have to figure out if i want to grad school very soon.
then its weeks like these that I feel I should follow Char's ideas for my life. to go to mexico...become a writer, do research...
IM 21! I need to get outta here, I need to go somewhere, I need to do things before I sell my soul to a mediocre job...before I settle down...become like the average american.
I really love my life right now...I love my friends, I love my family...things are okay. im a typical college girl, doing typical things, but I dont feel like I want a typical life. will I have the courage to do what I want? or settle for a typical life?
i have so much to see, so much to experience. id rather go to europe for 6 months then go to grad school at this point.
so thats about it I guess. more later I suspect.