Jul 06, 2010 01:43
I have homework after homework after homework to do for 2 classes this summer. The adjustment from seminary life to the life of someone not in seminary, has been hard. I cant seem to find enough sleep either. I just stay up all night and do things that are unproductive. I cant even seem continue this, I get so distracted. I found a lot of my old stuff from seminary I am going through it now remembering things that I overcame. But I can not help but notice that I have reverted back to my previous ways just as fast as I had lost them. I am going to strive to be more vigilant though I am bringing communion to some old folks at the retirement home. I just need to find some motivations for my actions.
Revis - Places for breathing
Look around you
Do you see what you’ve got
With something so beautiful
Afraid it would drop
Into a thousand regrets
And i bet you were left there
It’s getting me down
And I can’t understand
Why everyone Stares when i crash at the landing
and around were they stand
Everyone talks again
We try to say with confidence
That were picking up oblivion
And I was tryin to make some sense
Speaking to you
We try to say with confidence
That were picking up oblivion
Inside of you
All around you there’s a feeling you lost
That everything beautiful
Is not what it was
Whenever you were on top
Of all you left up there
It’s getting me down
To the place that I land
That hits me so hard
With a cruel understanding
That It might be the end
Everyone talks again
[Repeat Chorus]
I’ll bury myself into the corner
I can’t even tell if I won’t see anymore [2x]