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im very mixed up. the person this is mostly to will never see this, but i dont give a shit. i feel like a bad person, a generally bad person. not oh its a joke, TJ's a dick haha. a legitimate poor human. i never meant for it to happen, i never thought it would. i screwed up big time. what can i do? nothing. i cant think of anything to do. i betrayed you and i dont know if youll be able to forgive me. maybe i dont deserve it. who knows. i just wish it didnt have to be like this.