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well you can add going to jail to the list of things i have done in my relativly short life. I mean how much shit can i go through before ilearn my lesson. I have to change and right about now sounds good to me. I like having fun but i dont like being put in jail constant confrontations with the police and parents about things i could avoid had i just said i was busy during that party. i dont like the fact that im not going to school and im afraid im going to ammount to nothing. But i honestly believe that i can do something great liek really good. I dont know what but i know i dont want ot work at denny's for the rest of my life or be making shitty pay for the next 50 years. Tonight i got into a huge fight with my dad like i had my fists clenched ready to swoing. Why are people such hypocrites? he gets on my back about being irresponsible, yet who got the DWI? Who goes and gets drunk and then trys to be a parent? I mean i got up in his face and asked him this and what was his response? fine take the car...come on i mean really, right now alls i want to do is go to school but i dont know that i can. the last thing i want to do is move back home, but in order to avoid that i have to work and work full time. But that leaves little or no time for school. Im caught in a catch 22. That and i havent found a sub for the Y tomarrow! im going in tomarrow to look around. I jsut got done with my first day at dennys yea.