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ok...i dont often update so when i do its about important things to me. Ive been contemplating wether or not to update, not beacuse this doesnt mean alot to me cause most can atest it does, but more because i dont know if its my place to. But i shal, so read on if you wish........
I have about 3 people that i would call best friends. Now i think of them as brothers or sisters and when one of them is hurt beyond my help it piturbs me. No it doesnt piturb me it flat out angers me. I've been in circles about this andits not even about me or even involve me. But all i now is that at the end of the day one of my best friends, someone i can always count on to be there and knows that i will always be there for them is hurt and not knowing what to do. I feel hepless cause i cant help them in any way. Im far away and i cant jsut teleport to be there(althought would pretty freakin sweet). If there was one trait that people would remember abuot me, i would want it to be that im always at a friends side. I dont care what happens. I've proven that a number of times, alto over this past summer. You fuck with a friend of mine and you can expect me at your front door with shit in a plastic bag ready to lay waste to your house. I mean one of my best friends a brother from another mother if you will, being told shit that in my opinion is completely false. I dont but into the bullshit that has been laid down. I need to supress this feeling i have of confronting the situation because if i get involved shit will hit the fan and most no it. Because i wont and cant back down from this. So this has been bothering me for awhile now and i know i should 'just stay out of it' but i cant because my best friend isnt eating, isnt sleeping, not watching bills games, and this is completly apauling to me. Theres ways to do things and then theres ways to not, and the way that someone went about doing things wascompletly wrong and in my opinion unexcusable. I find myself hopeing that he will bounce back quickly but i know that it will take time. Time i dont know that he has. Lost 15 lbs in three days last time this happens, and i dont want to imagine what wil happen this time around. If i were there i would force feed him and he knows it. But unfortuantly im not there and i cant make him eat. I want to tell him that brighter days are ahead and theres more fish in that pond theyt call life. But i dont think thats what he wants to hear right now and understandably so. Just know that you have friends that care alot about you and that are willing to go to the end for you man, jsut know that and hopefully something that ive sad will cheer you up, but im coming up there next weekend.
peace TJ
I have about 3 people that i would call best friends. Now i think of them as brothers or sisters and when one of them is hurt beyond my help it piturbs me. No it doesnt piturb me it flat out angers me. I've been in circles about this andits not even about me or even involve me. But all i now is that at the end of the day one of my best friends, someone i can always count on to be there and knows that i will always be there for them is hurt and not knowing what to do. I feel hepless cause i cant help them in any way. Im far away and i cant jsut teleport to be there(althought would pretty freakin sweet). If there was one trait that people would remember abuot me, i would want it to be that im always at a friends side. I dont care what happens. I've proven that a number of times, alto over this past summer. You fuck with a friend of mine and you can expect me at your front door with shit in a plastic bag ready to lay waste to your house. I mean one of my best friends a brother from another mother if you will, being told shit that in my opinion is completely false. I dont but into the bullshit that has been laid down. I need to supress this feeling i have of confronting the situation because if i get involved shit will hit the fan and most no it. Because i wont and cant back down from this. So this has been bothering me for awhile now and i know i should 'just stay out of it' but i cant because my best friend isnt eating, isnt sleeping, not watching bills games, and this is completly apauling to me. Theres ways to do things and then theres ways to not, and the way that someone went about doing things wascompletly wrong and in my opinion unexcusable. I find myself hopeing that he will bounce back quickly but i know that it will take time. Time i dont know that he has. Lost 15 lbs in three days last time this happens, and i dont want to imagine what wil happen this time around. If i were there i would force feed him and he knows it. But unfortuantly im not there and i cant make him eat. I want to tell him that brighter days are ahead and theres more fish in that pond theyt call life. But i dont think thats what he wants to hear right now and understandably so. Just know that you have friends that care alot about you and that are willing to go to the end for you man, jsut know that and hopefully something that ive sad will cheer you up, but im coming up there next weekend.
peace TJ