Jun 27, 2005 23:46
I think Im going to stop seeing Daniel. Becuase everytime Im near him I miss him even more...
Saturday night was perfect. Feeling you so close again. But I cant have you...holding your hand felt so right. But at the same time oh so wrong.
I cant have what I want right now. I dont want to confuse this...although its already pretty damn confusing.
I shouldnt have kissed you....even if it was innocent. Now I miss you more then ever. I cry and I cry. The pain is unbearable. Time is taking forever.
I sit alone alot. I just sit and look out the window missing you....
Wondering when you will come back to me.
I know I have to do things for ME...and I have to be one person...
But you dont understand that YOU make up a big part of ME....
Love means forever.....
~Heather!~!