Jun 23, 2005 16:46
Mad World out there I tell you what. I had a decently good day today.
Hung out with Brian. We started watching Van Wilder but since his DVD player is super fucked up we just watched mad tv for an hour....it was funny actually it made me chuckle.
Im still quite confused about the whole Daniel thing. Maybe its not the best idea for us to get back together. He seems to be contempt with out me. Maybe...I dont know. We still argue so there was no point in breaking up honestly.
I miss him. Alot. But I want him to be happy. My feelings don't matter in this case. He is going off to do much better things. I dont want to bring him down.
I feel lost...in the middle of a huge forest. Beautiful and dark.... not knowing which path to go on. I wander and find good things...and potentially bad. Im scared but I still keep going... "When people run in circles its a very very mad world"
So yeah. Confused right now. Still making my decision....
~Heather!~!