Nov 28, 2006 23:09
Well today is Tuesday November 28, 2006 I am sitting here at home and just got Jay down for his after lunch nap. He is being so good today not fighting me or anything. Been laying on the floor squealing and talking and playing in his diaper and sitting in his walker playing he figured out how to move it so now he goes a little. Its funny watching him grow more each day learning stuff and knowing that Matt and I are his parent. I keep thinking of things like last year when I was waiting to have him. I never thought life would be this way truthfully. Then I start wondering what it will be like when he is walking and can talk more. Lately my mind has been wondering and looking forward. Life always I can look into the future. Matt on the other had because of the ADHD can’t look more then a day or to ahead. I bet no one knew that he had that.
Then I was also thinking. How many mother-in-law and daughter-in-law relationships are like me and Matt’s mom. She has always liked me I knew that. We get along great can go shopping together I mean she is nothing like my mom who I miss more each day and wish she was closer and could see Jay grow like I do. Well anyhow people always ask me why do you take so many pictures. It’s for my mom mostly! So she can see Jay grow.
Omg I just saw the little bus go by and thought sigh jay will be riding on that in like 4 years!!
Okay I gotta stop typing and stop thinking lol.