aaaaaaaaaaaaand i cant sleep
so...my quote is a whole song. i hope you dont mind...but you really should read it..and all of it. its pretty awesome.
BEGIN by Ben Lee
im walking down broadway
each footstep is a new love letter
im trying to make eye contact
with each and every stranger that i pass
im thinking about the city
its living proof people need to be together
im thinking about how i just wanna open up
and give and give and give
and its ok for you to care
cos i can feel you in the air
and while you wonder
how's this gonna end
i only wanted to begin
im thinking about desire
ive had to learn how to sin successfully
im thinking about bliss
and bliss is all dressed up and there's no one to dance with
remembering her smile
and the nuclear bomb and the reasons i loved her
im walking through central park
im in a foreign country and im waiting for a sign
and its ok for you to care
cos im not going anywhere
and while you wonder
if you should let me in
i only wanted to begin
im still singing
twisting new melodies, breaking arrangements
im thinking about my heart
i guess youve heard, sometimes its heavy
but i just keep moving
when i hit a wall i look up at the sky
im thinking about my maker
and despite all this i know she wont give up on me
and its ok for you to care
cos i can taste you everywhere
and while its true all straight things must bend
i only wanted to begin
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So, I am pretty much moved into my new apartment. Its pretty awesome. I just have to wait to get my thumbtacks so i can put up my posters and such. Today was a pretty exciting day. I slept in a bit, recovering from my ridiculous sleep issues from the past two weeks, finally protected my computer from the mean nasty viruses that are out to destroy the world, one computer at a time, then went out to the RAM with some friends. It was great catching up, and meeting some new people. The service wasnt too great, but being in good company lightened the mood a bit. I'm really not too tired, and I do have somethings to say here, but since my LJ is public and I dont know exactly who reads it, it could be a little embarrassing. All I will say to you is: "It's okay for you to care, cause im not going anywhere while you wonder if you should let me in"...unless you dont want to. then, well, finish it for goodness sake and quit leaving me hanging here. If you dont, I'm just going to move on, because I dont have the time, patience or emotional capacity to sit here and wait. sorry kid, you're on your own.