Mar 21, 2006 08:33
It's the begining of day 5, being that I quit smoking five days ago, cold cold cold turkey. I'm pretty proud of myself, it' fucking hard though, I feel like a crazed addict, I guess I am in a sense.
I have been smoking for over 12 years, which is just over half of my life, and I have "tired" to quit before never wanted to always did it just to shut up the person in front of me and then just went back to smoking. This time it was me that came up with the idea, kinda werid.
My bf is quiting as well he hasnt smoked as long as me but it's still hard for him to. Couple quiting something is pretty tense but we are making it through so far were both in one peice and in two day it'll be a week
I have been told that it take 2 weeks to get the rid of the physical addiction after that it's all in your head. Almost half way there. I havent really been around groups of smokers though, but I'm strong, ZAPHOD's on Monday, man I cant wait I never thought that this would be a good thing, the fact you cant smoke in Ontario bars but it'll make it a little easier