Series of unfortunate events
Ok, it's official, this year is the worse, unluckiest, most unfortunate year I have in my entire 22 years of living in this world. >_< Getting the summation of all my misfortunes this year is probably greater than the summation of all my misfortunes on my previous 21 years, mainly because the magnitudes of my misfortunes is much much greater than the ones from the previous years. I really am considering hibernating and sleeping through the remaining 2 months of the year and wake up in 2007. -_-
Thinking back, maybe having my loosing may wallet twice in within two weeks must have been a warning off sorts... a premonition for the things to come. But of course who am I to know. My studies was going quite well and I had the best GWA in a sem I had in my entire college life. Lot's of good things happened on the previous year so I was really hoping that things will go on like that. As for THAT thing, well though that time I was having a bad feeling some time early this year, I was still optimistic. I was really psyched up that time, and was planning to work better for THAT starting around summer, but things didn't go as I thought. Even before I was able to do anything I had to find out I was no longer allow to do anything that time. Well I won't go on ranting how bad that was for me, but I really felt bad for it for a long time. For me, it was the worse thing I ever felt for my entire life. It was the worse that could happen to me. Add the fact that a new school year is coming, and despite this sem being the most demanding, I wasn't motivated enough and had to crawl my way for the first part of the semester. But thank God, I was still able to recover, even slowly, but then when I feel I was about to really recover, another misfortune occurred. Inang got sick, and it really got me worried. Add the fact that my father had to go to the states, things aren't really going well for my family. And when we think that Inang was actually on her way to recovery, God decided to take her from us. It was really hart for my family, emotionally, and even financially, and add the fact that my father was still at the states. That time, I felt even worse than what happened in summer. I even remember that i thought that time how weird it is for me to experience the biggest trial in my life, twice in a year. Then at that time, it was also almost the mid-end of the semester, so work demand for requirements are high. But again thank God, I was able to eventually get by. Though there were troubles, thing ended up well, and by the time it was a day before my birthday, the requirements for all but one subject, EEE 53, was finished and I am confident that I will pass them. As for EEE 53 there was an exam and an mp still left. As for EEE 53, I needed quite a good grade for both the exam and mp to pass, I was really planning to concentrate on them. But on my birthday last wednesday, I started not to feel really well, and since it was my birthday, I opted to treat myself for a rest and not study for the upcoming exam EEE 53 exam and study on Thursday and Friday for the exam, still two days to study which was good enough for me. Of course this would have worked, if the exam was on Saturday. But on Friday night when I was trying to fight my sickness to study, I found out I messed up with the days and that the exam was on that Friday after. I won't go on and describe the WTF feeling I had that time, again. And so another misfortunes struck when I thought things was going well. I already email my prof, and used my sickness as an excuse (at least it was not a lie... much at least, just a half-lie I guess? ^^;) and I am still waiting for a response. Well I doing what I can so I hope things go well.
With all the continuous misfortunes happening, I am starting feel things are starting to get tiring, weird, irritating and actually even funny. But I guess it's better for me feeling this way than feeling to completely hibernate for real or something like that. Of course I'm really hope things get better soon... and no really bad misfortune for a while... please ^^
Sote ja, jikai wo otanoshimi~ ^w^
Thinking back, maybe having my loosing may wallet twice in within two weeks must have been a warning off sorts... a premonition for the things to come. But of course who am I to know. My studies was going quite well and I had the best GWA in a sem I had in my entire college life. Lot's of good things happened on the previous year so I was really hoping that things will go on like that. As for THAT thing, well though that time I was having a bad feeling some time early this year, I was still optimistic. I was really psyched up that time, and was planning to work better for THAT starting around summer, but things didn't go as I thought. Even before I was able to do anything I had to find out I was no longer allow to do anything that time. Well I won't go on ranting how bad that was for me, but I really felt bad for it for a long time. For me, it was the worse thing I ever felt for my entire life. It was the worse that could happen to me. Add the fact that a new school year is coming, and despite this sem being the most demanding, I wasn't motivated enough and had to crawl my way for the first part of the semester. But thank God, I was still able to recover, even slowly, but then when I feel I was about to really recover, another misfortune occurred. Inang got sick, and it really got me worried. Add the fact that my father had to go to the states, things aren't really going well for my family. And when we think that Inang was actually on her way to recovery, God decided to take her from us. It was really hart for my family, emotionally, and even financially, and add the fact that my father was still at the states. That time, I felt even worse than what happened in summer. I even remember that i thought that time how weird it is for me to experience the biggest trial in my life, twice in a year. Then at that time, it was also almost the mid-end of the semester, so work demand for requirements are high. But again thank God, I was able to eventually get by. Though there were troubles, thing ended up well, and by the time it was a day before my birthday, the requirements for all but one subject, EEE 53, was finished and I am confident that I will pass them. As for EEE 53 there was an exam and an mp still left. As for EEE 53, I needed quite a good grade for both the exam and mp to pass, I was really planning to concentrate on them. But on my birthday last wednesday, I started not to feel really well, and since it was my birthday, I opted to treat myself for a rest and not study for the upcoming exam EEE 53 exam and study on Thursday and Friday for the exam, still two days to study which was good enough for me. Of course this would have worked, if the exam was on Saturday. But on Friday night when I was trying to fight my sickness to study, I found out I messed up with the days and that the exam was on that Friday after. I won't go on and describe the WTF feeling I had that time, again. And so another misfortunes struck when I thought things was going well. I already email my prof, and used my sickness as an excuse (at least it was not a lie... much at least, just a half-lie I guess? ^^;) and I am still waiting for a response. Well I doing what I can so I hope things go well.
With all the continuous misfortunes happening, I am starting feel things are starting to get tiring, weird, irritating and actually even funny. But I guess it's better for me feeling this way than feeling to completely hibernate for real or something like that. Of course I'm really hope things get better soon... and no really bad misfortune for a while... please ^^
Sote ja, jikai wo otanoshimi~ ^w^