A day in the life of me....
Omg mind overload today. It was horrible! Think it is coz I haven't had much of a socia; life recently so my mind started thinking all these negative thoughts. Man the bus journey home was bad! so depressed. I was thinking shit like. OMG what am I gonna do after college?I've already wasted a year doing sixth form and I dont really wanna go to uni. College is sucking coz I'm still such a larry whilst everyone seems happy and perfect. Mike still has my heart but it's never gonna happen. The one guy I rally like and I just cant see it happening coz for one he's a techie, 2 he cud be taken and 3...i'm too consealed. Way to shy to make a move or even flirt. Cj's desined to be alone.
I'm fat, well I gave up on my diet but I'm gonna sart exercising once my rooms been redecorated hopefully. Spotty too, I'm fucking sick of blackheads and whiteheads, ive had them for years. I guess the good things are my band, and that's it really at the momen. Really wanna new job, doing something involving music. once I can drive I'm gonna start looking. I'm 18....so old its crazy! I was thinking earlier I don't wanna grow up coz I havent had much of a childhood. Dont get me wrong I wasnt beaten or anything but I was always quite outcast. All my brothers and sisters were grown up so I was kinda an only vhild and the past two yeas I've had shitty relatuonships with friends *KIM* eah that's right if you'e reading this...thanks for being such a brill friend, 14yrs isn't it? the first 12 were brill but the last two were fucking shit, cheers for that love, ta very much.
Anyways I'm not gonna moan anymore coz I'm bored anyways. I may be shy, a larry and skint but I'm still quite healthy, I have my band *newborn Theory* and I have my crush still. Les see what tomorrow brings shall we???
I'm fat, well I gave up on my diet but I'm gonna sart exercising once my rooms been redecorated hopefully. Spotty too, I'm fucking sick of blackheads and whiteheads, ive had them for years. I guess the good things are my band, and that's it really at the momen. Really wanna new job, doing something involving music. once I can drive I'm gonna start looking. I'm 18....so old its crazy! I was thinking earlier I don't wanna grow up coz I havent had much of a childhood. Dont get me wrong I wasnt beaten or anything but I was always quite outcast. All my brothers and sisters were grown up so I was kinda an only vhild and the past two yeas I've had shitty relatuonships with friends *KIM* eah that's right if you'e reading this...thanks for being such a brill friend, 14yrs isn't it? the first 12 were brill but the last two were fucking shit, cheers for that love, ta very much.
Anyways I'm not gonna moan anymore coz I'm bored anyways. I may be shy, a larry and skint but I'm still quite healthy, I have my band *newborn Theory* and I have my crush still. Les see what tomorrow brings shall we???