Dec 13, 2004 23:55
I tried on a dress that I wore to homecoming in 10th grade and I almost couldn't get it off. Literally. I was trapped in the dress. It took me ten minutes to get out of it. When did my body transform into another larger body??? My god!
And when I gain weight the majority of it stretches out horizontally as opposed to vertically. So instead of a nice rack and a huge ass, although my ass does get larger (just from side to side instead of up and down), I get large hips, thighs, and arms. GODAMMIT. I'm so upset. I was just looking to see if I had a dress to wear in case I was going to a formal event, and, I don't have one. If I were going to a formal event I would have to buy another -larger- dress.
I give up on losing weight. Not like I have seriously tried. But. Do you really think I could stay on a diet? HA. HAHAHAHAHA. HA. I am not one to practice moderation so easily. *sigh*
I feel like an enormous person.
On another note. I am also impatient and not quite as at ease with a certain subject as I should, perhaps, otherwise be. Who knows?
I would really like to take a short drive and listen to some music but my car is full of ceramic molds. The backseat is loaded with them. I can still drive it's just a heavier load in the back than usual. I suppose that's no reason not too drive. But. Where am I going to drive too?
Around the block?
Doesn't sound like such a bad idea. *shrug*
I'm feeling kind of antsy.