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So, my car has just about shit the bed. It requires about $1500 worth of work to pass inspection and, assuming that works, I got an estimate that it will only last for about one more year before the chassis rusts out. Thusly, I have to get a new car and, thusly, I have to get a job. For those of you who know me, this puts an incredible snag into just about everything of how I've lived my life for the past two years at least. Yes, I will have a nice, new car, but it is just that that I DON'T want. I consider a car a serious downgrade from a van, especially because it's a two-door (makes moving instruments, etc. much more difficult), and it is nice and new, which is something I don't want. Nice and new means constant worrying and care and just more shit I don't want to deal with. And now I have to find a job so I can pay for this horrible cassette deck-less thing for the next four years. I just don't have a choice otherwise. Living where I live, not having a car isn't an option, I'd be stranded in Holden indefinitely. Once again, I am forced further into the throes of adulthood beyond my control.
Or maybe I should just stop fucking whining and fucking deal with it. Who knows.
Or maybe I should just stop fucking whining and fucking deal with it. Who knows.