And I'm here to sing this anthem...
WARNING: This is most likely the longest post I have ever made. Only the brave should read it.
Today was a good day.
I spent most of first period talking to Gaelyn, Jorge & Leony. Leony started getting annoying though. He started complaining about some of the things I was talking about. I was like "Dude, if you don't like what I have to say then don't fucking talk to me. I'm not forcing you." He's super childish. Second period I had my final essay exam which I made up completely, I hope I did somewhat decent. Third period was band; we did the usual band stuff. Fourth period I had to take a make up essay exam since I was absent yesterday. Finished it in 10 minutes. I spent the rest of my time talking with Liliana. I love that girl to death. We walked to our lockers to get our Calculus books to turn in. I was talking to her about Tony (the guy im obsessed with) and Tony comes from around the corner and he's like "I knew I heard your voice! Hey! Whats up!?" I froze for a second but then I realized he didn't know we were talking about him. hehe. So he joined us all the way back to class. Javier put a CD on Mrs.Alvarez's computer. It was a CD full of sad end-of-the-year songs. The rest of the period I sat with Lili and really opened up to her about some things. My main problem was that it took me really long this year to loosen up to people. For the first half of the year I sat alone and didn't talk to anyone in that class & everyone was really cool... Half way through the year, me and lili got closer, and then in the 4th nine weeks, I finally got closer with the rest of the class, especially Tony. Now here's the problem: I'm leaving in a week. I wasted so much time. Most of the reason why I wasted time was cuz I was confused for a long time. I really didn't know who I was. Now that I'm out, happy, and FREE, it's too late. At this point I was a bit, teary eyed... I know this summer is gonna be great. I'm gonna make a lot of new friends and they're gonna be just like my new family. I'll be spending my entire summer, night & day, with them. But I can't help but feel sad when I think about all the things that could happen if I stay here. Within the last few months, I have grown tremendously. I made a lot of new friends, some who are already really close friends, and a lot that I cannot afford, nor want, to lose. Let me end this emoness. I shouldn't think about it anymore... ANYWAYS! Fifth period I had another make up essay exam which I did in 5 minutes and then signed out of class to go hang out with my colorguard hoes. I love those girls! We were in Mrs.Piñeiro's room. They decided to play baseball with water bottles and paper balls. Let me tell you, I have never laughed so hard in my life! The look on Karina's face while she was batting was priceless. Sixth period wasn't much, just talked with some friends and signed yearbooks. Afterschool I went home and took a nap. I woke up and called Bryan to see if Gaby & Robert were at his house. They were over at Fuddruckers so I drove over and joined them. Afterwards we went to International Mall in pursuit of finding cheap red pumps for Gaby. We searched the entire mall and couldn't find anything in our price range. We met up with Bryan's family and went over to Dolphin Mall. Thankfully, we found Gaby some damn shoes and got it over with! Gaby, Robert, and Bryan's family left a little before Bryan & I did. We headed over to the food court to get me something to eat. I was talking to Bryan about something I didn't realize till recently. For some reason, I just can't seem to be myself around a few certain people. When I'm with them, I tend to tighten up and be kinda quiet, and if you know me you'd know, that's not me. I'm gonna work on stopping that before I make it a habit. So then I dropped off Bryan and came home. No one's home right now. My parent's are out and my sister left too. It's nice to have the house to myself sometimes. I need to get some sleep. Tomorrow should be a good day.
I love you all.
`Amin
Today was a good day.
I spent most of first period talking to Gaelyn, Jorge & Leony. Leony started getting annoying though. He started complaining about some of the things I was talking about. I was like "Dude, if you don't like what I have to say then don't fucking talk to me. I'm not forcing you." He's super childish. Second period I had my final essay exam which I made up completely, I hope I did somewhat decent. Third period was band; we did the usual band stuff. Fourth period I had to take a make up essay exam since I was absent yesterday. Finished it in 10 minutes. I spent the rest of my time talking with Liliana. I love that girl to death. We walked to our lockers to get our Calculus books to turn in. I was talking to her about Tony (the guy im obsessed with) and Tony comes from around the corner and he's like "I knew I heard your voice! Hey! Whats up!?" I froze for a second but then I realized he didn't know we were talking about him. hehe. So he joined us all the way back to class. Javier put a CD on Mrs.Alvarez's computer. It was a CD full of sad end-of-the-year songs. The rest of the period I sat with Lili and really opened up to her about some things. My main problem was that it took me really long this year to loosen up to people. For the first half of the year I sat alone and didn't talk to anyone in that class & everyone was really cool... Half way through the year, me and lili got closer, and then in the 4th nine weeks, I finally got closer with the rest of the class, especially Tony. Now here's the problem: I'm leaving in a week. I wasted so much time. Most of the reason why I wasted time was cuz I was confused for a long time. I really didn't know who I was. Now that I'm out, happy, and FREE, it's too late. At this point I was a bit, teary eyed... I know this summer is gonna be great. I'm gonna make a lot of new friends and they're gonna be just like my new family. I'll be spending my entire summer, night & day, with them. But I can't help but feel sad when I think about all the things that could happen if I stay here. Within the last few months, I have grown tremendously. I made a lot of new friends, some who are already really close friends, and a lot that I cannot afford, nor want, to lose. Let me end this emoness. I shouldn't think about it anymore... ANYWAYS! Fifth period I had another make up essay exam which I did in 5 minutes and then signed out of class to go hang out with my colorguard hoes. I love those girls! We were in Mrs.Piñeiro's room. They decided to play baseball with water bottles and paper balls. Let me tell you, I have never laughed so hard in my life! The look on Karina's face while she was batting was priceless. Sixth period wasn't much, just talked with some friends and signed yearbooks. Afterschool I went home and took a nap. I woke up and called Bryan to see if Gaby & Robert were at his house. They were over at Fuddruckers so I drove over and joined them. Afterwards we went to International Mall in pursuit of finding cheap red pumps for Gaby. We searched the entire mall and couldn't find anything in our price range. We met up with Bryan's family and went over to Dolphin Mall. Thankfully, we found Gaby some damn shoes and got it over with! Gaby, Robert, and Bryan's family left a little before Bryan & I did. We headed over to the food court to get me something to eat. I was talking to Bryan about something I didn't realize till recently. For some reason, I just can't seem to be myself around a few certain people. When I'm with them, I tend to tighten up and be kinda quiet, and if you know me you'd know, that's not me. I'm gonna work on stopping that before I make it a habit. So then I dropped off Bryan and came home. No one's home right now. My parent's are out and my sister left too. It's nice to have the house to myself sometimes. I need to get some sleep. Tomorrow should be a good day.
I love you all.
`Amin