Jul 31, 2006 21:23
Oh God...
I have fucked my life up and I am so worried and scared I will not be able to fix it up now.
I really think I am too late.
I never learn from my mistakes, I am way too late!
Way late, I feel so lifeless inside and it's all my fault because I did it to myself!
I haven't eaten properly in 4 days... whatever i eat just comes back up and i don't know why!
I use to love food you couldnt get me to stop eating!
my hip...well hips i hurt the other side now (GOD IM STUPID!) and the lower half of my
spinal cordhurts and i don't know why!
I feel so old and sick, HUM-BUG!