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So the nurse did call me earlier and had spoken to my m/w who agreed to give me the cytotec.
But she again mentioned that the OB they've been talking to about this still says it's ok to wait and that since my levels are still coming down, I might just need more time - or they might stop coming down at all since they are going so slow.
Ok with them, but not ok with me.
So tonight I will get the cytotec (and hopefully some darvocet with it as I have heard it can be very painful) and see what happens.
Of course, as is my nature, now I am questioning myself thinking what if there really isn't anything much (or anything at all) left in there, what good is going through the process with the cytotec going to do, should I really do it, so on and so forth.
I do believe I need some valium.
But she again mentioned that the OB they've been talking to about this still says it's ok to wait and that since my levels are still coming down, I might just need more time - or they might stop coming down at all since they are going so slow.
Ok with them, but not ok with me.
So tonight I will get the cytotec (and hopefully some darvocet with it as I have heard it can be very painful) and see what happens.
Of course, as is my nature, now I am questioning myself thinking what if there really isn't anything much (or anything at all) left in there, what good is going through the process with the cytotec going to do, should I really do it, so on and so forth.
I do believe I need some valium.