yunjae - Approval chapter 3
Title : APPROVAL
pairing : Yunjae
length : 3/5 (can be longer or shorter XP)
genre : romance, angst ( mild angst )
rating : PG - Pg13
disclaimer : errr...YJ still belong to DBSK who belong to SME..wait until I have the contract *evil laugh*
summary : based on the song by Junsuh 2PM "Approval".
jaejoong lost his memory. He missed someone, the only cure of his heartache, but he cannot remember who it was. The only things he could remember was just flings of pieces of his memories full with the other person’s voices, laughter and warmth.
He want the person back, Jaejoong only want the person, and not anyone else.
Who is this person? And what was really happen behind the lost memory incident jaejoong had?
they fight for Approval...something that separating them in a discrimination and invisible barrier..
A/N : This chapter is more into Flashback story. I hope you understand. The bold one is the flashback in the flashback ^^
A/N : this is the song I mentioned in the summary. "Approval" by Junsuh 2PM. please hear the song while you read this story, it will help you to understand the feeling in the story...thx ^^
They always sneak in to meet each other. In yunho’s room, in jaejoong’s room, behind the school. Both having their smile decorating their faces beautifully, gorgeously in love, twinkle in happiness. The world belong to them only, just the two of them, as if circling around the teenagers. Doesn’t care with fact, reality. They were a lover, since childhood, since the first time they met, they have already hook up to each other, unseparable. The love never dimmed, not even once.
“yunnieee…??” called the small figure softly from behind yunho’s door frame.
The latter awake from his slumber. He turned his body around to see jaejoong's head poking cutely from the gap of his door. He smile inwardly, hand up, extended to reach his lover, where jaejoong gladly took his hand and grab it tightly.
They lay together, hugging each other tightly, lips touched to feel the other. Like an oasis in the desert. Hands intertwined, careless for the whole world’s view of their relationships.
Love, do you know how much I love you?
“You seems in trouble, something wrong?” yunho questioned, his finger playing with jaejoong’s soft hair. Jaejoong buried his face on the man’s neck, deep, forgetting the slump in his throat.
“Today the Choi’s coming again,” he said.
“Choi shiwon?” jaejoong nod. His big doe eyes are looking up to yunho soothing eyes, seeking for a reaction.
Yunho felt numb, but he give no response that bring a disappointment appeared in the smaller figure. Yunho’s fingers move down to touch the smooth cheek, adoring the softness. At the feeling of the hard tip jaejoong closed his eyes, surrender to yunho loving gesture. A small smile coming up later and he kissed the big warm palm lovingly.
“umma and appa want us to engaged. We are going to married,”
Yunho has said nothing, and jaejoong following the sour atmosphere, head lowered to yunho’s neck. He don’t want the wedding either, he want yunho. His lover. Too bad he is the Kim’s heir. He will inherit his family’s pride and money, and to protect their wealth, the only way is an engagement with a properly business partner. What a classic play.
Choi shiwon is one of the finest person his parents could find. An heir of ships companies that successfully extending their ways internationally. Someone useful, and even fortunate when the handsome man has set his eyes on jaejoong.
While yunho was nothing to compared. A butler’s son who served the Kim’s for the last 30 years. He was brought to the Kim’s mansion in the age of 7, when his mother died because of heart cancer. He can live there in luxury was because of the Kim’s kindness.
The barrier is too clear.
If the Kim’s knew about their relationships, he will can’t live in the said place anymore. And that’s mean leaving jaejoong. Yunho can’t do anything, his body numb, the thought of leaving jaejoong is definitely meaning more painful than death.
“let’s escape together,” said jaejoong one day.
His engagement day is countable. 2 weeks, 14 fucking days. He said his objecting about this plan to his parents but left declined and ignored. Even through his tears, his coldhearted parents think nothing but money and their prides, that made the heir sick in disgust. He refused to move from his spot in his bed, crying all days under his blanket.
When the older kim finally gave up, they use yunho to persuade the younger Kim that close to jaejoong more than everyone in the big mansion.
Yunho had to widening his eyes in surprise. The thought ever came to his mind not just once but it never stayed long for he quickly brushed it off. And the words jaejoong’s spilled run in his veins fast. Breath hitched and short, he had to bit his lips.
Give up before the war even started. Is he really going to do that?
He can do nothing but staring at jaejoong small figure in regret. His heart is hurting whenever he saw the heir crying like this, and his best effort to ease him is nothing. He reached jaejoong in his arms, squeezing him like they will never separating.
His lover,
“yes, let’s escape,” yunho closed his ears and eyes tightly from the haunting form of his father.
His mind wandering, to the exact night when he have a father and son talks.
‘Do not going through the clear line, yunho-ah.’ The old Jung said after took a sip of his tea. Yunho look up from his dinner, spoon left in the mid air.
‘Huh?’
His father sigh, he put down the glass before shifting his old eyes to his handsome son. His eyes are softly gazing at his precious, blood and flesh. The last one left after his wife passed away. He had no one except his son. And it’s parents’s nature to safe their child off off danger.
‘I know what happen between you and young master.’
Yunho speechless, doesn’t have brave to cut in and just waiting for the older man speaking again. Panic can be seen through his young eyes.
Jung Yoon byul, have through many things in his life and it’s so easy for him to know if people is lying or panic.
‘We owe The Kim’s so much for his help to our family. Don’t put yourself in difficult position, you are still young and I put my hope on your future, son. Leave young master before it’s too late,’
‘I love him,’ he tried after a moments of silence.
‘Don’t kidding with me. What 17 years old teenager knows about love. Your friendship isn’t something near love.’ the calmness in his father words only brought nerves to him.
‘Appa,’
‘jung yunho,’ the older Jung avoiding his son’s pleading looks,
‘for me, for you. Leave Kim Jaejoong.’
That is the end point. And yunho can do nothing but cry.
‘we’re going from this mansion. But jaejoong,” there’s an uncertainty in his voice, “can you hold on with our next life?” he whispers in jaejoong’s ears.
“we’re not going to live in luxury. No high class food, no expensive cars, there’s no easy life outside this shelter,” he continue. All the time locked to jaejoong’s big doe eyes.
Jaejoong pulled away, yunho can see a twinkles of joy on the other’s eyes, a smile even appeared beautifully on his lover’s lips.
“will Jung Yunho be there?” he asked innocently.
Yunho’s eyes bream with tears, he nod, he smile, and he hug jaejoong.
“yes he will. There will be Jung Yunho out there,”
“good, then I am sure can survive. Because all I need is someone named Jung Yunho..”
His stomach fluttered in an exciting jump that brought his heart to skip faster than ever. Yunho kiss his forehead, both of his eyelids, his nose, his cheeks and last one his lips. He made sure to give the smaller man the sweetest kiss he ever gave.
None of them knows that there’s someone standing behind the door. His old eyes closed, eyebrows wrinkle in a deep frown as he make his way down to his chamber.
He always knows how stupid and impatient his son is.
Once he reached his bedroom, he stared at the black sky from his window.
He will not let his son go too deep, for the sake of his late wife. He wouldn’t let his blood and flesh live in suffered. There’s a bright ways and promising future for his son.
Yunho have to leave Kim jaejoong.
One day before the engagement party, the teens runaway. In the middle of the night. Only leaving a simple letter that jaejoong will not have engage with Choi Shiwon. Both jumped the fence, hands holding each other tightly. Running in the black roads to a stranger place. A place where they will not recognized.
And they didn’t even look back.
From behind the wall of the Kim’s backyard, a middle old man standing with hands in the pockets. Sad eyes filling his dark brown orbs as he kept staring on his son’s back view.
“stupid boy,” Jung Yoon byul whispers.
“sir,” a man with black outfit and stern face appeared from his behind.
Without tear his eyes from black road where the couple ran, he give a strict order.
“follow them secretly. Hide yourself. And send me information in every single thing they do. Do you hear me? I want the most detail information.”
The young man bow to show his respect for the guardian of the Kim’s family. His boss.
“thank you,”
The young man surprise and look up, blinking as he stared at the back view of Jung Yoon Byul.
“and I’m sorry to bother you, min ki-ah,”
The one named min ki smile warmly, especially when the old Jung returned at him and pat his shoulder. A fatherly gesture he really loved from the man.
“You don’t have to, sir. It’s my job..”