Who would guess..
that the one person that would help me feel better today would be someone that i'm pretty sure doesn't like me? Or atleast she used to REALLY dislike me. But she's made me feel better then even my closest friends have. When I read the message I started crying, which I havent been able to do since the 19th, and I owe her so much for that. I needed that release so much and I feel so much better now, which isn't really that hard because i've felt about as bad as I did in september '05 for a little while now, and if you werent close to me then let me assure you that was a BAD month (and also the reason why its lethal to have me listen to WMUWSE). But yeah, it just feels weird to know the person I owe the most to right now, is someone who for all I know really doesn't like me.